Day 5: What Are You Doing To Make Things Better?

I have been reading (again) the book “The Children of the Law of One & The Lost Teachings of Atlantis” (www.atlantis.to) and just like when I had been reading it for the first time a few years ago I just could not stop. It all rang so true and I had forgotten much of it or it appeared in a new light now.  One passage (p. 121) that grabbed my particular attention was this: As we pointed out earlier, when you have a whole world full of people who selfishly…

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Day 4: Fear of Desteni and of being discovered

After three days of writing my Journey to Life blog, I had a major breakdown on day 4, which was yesterday. I made it barely through day 3 but on day 4 the tower collapsed. I was not sure anymore why I was writing this blog at all, why I was writing such nonsense (as it suddenly seemed to be), and what I was actually trying to achieve here. I really felt bad not only about having started this process but also about openly sharing my writing. So I closed…

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Day 3: Am I able to think at all?

Today I did not know what to write about. Various thoughts ran through my mind during the day but not one of them occupied my mind long enough to be remembered and used when I the time came to start writing this blog. I was compelled to make this blog today very short so that I could distract myself with useless activities that lead to nowhere, just like I did the whole day today. But even though I had no clue what I could possibly write about, I tried to…

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Day 2: What does it mean to live truly happy in this world and how we can I get there?

In my writing yesterday I was using the word “happiness” quite a bit and I want to pick up on this today because the pursuit of happiness, in one form or another, is what I think keeps me moving, one way or another. Formerly, I pursued happiness through a variety of means like watching TV, playing games, using drugs, indulging in sexual activities, partying, or engaging in many other kinds of so-called “fun”-activities. Nowadays, in my pursuit of happiness I am engaging more in activities like reading, listening to music,…

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Day 1: Am I Deluded?

A couple of years ago, triggered by events that I perhaps explain some other time, I encountered the New Age movement and I became quickly immersed in it and readily absorbed most of their ideas like a sponge. All these ideas like dissolving my ego and just having to follow my hearts desires and becoming a loving and compassionate person sounded like great advice for changing my life around for the better and thus becoming a happier and more fulfilled person. I have to admit that it has worked quite…

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