Day 89 – Stopping My Porn Addiction

It has been a rough journey during the past couple of weeks. In retrospect I can see quite clearly, how my porn addiction has caused a couple of bad decisions and developments in my life during the past years even, that led me deeply into social isolation and depression. I attribute this to my constant desire for sexual gratification through either porn and masturbation, or sex with my partner. This need grew constantly over the years and culminated more recently in an awareness of the problem, so that I could…

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Day 88: Quitting Desteni–or rather not?

I woke up this morning having this thought about Desteni in my mind that I wanted to capture. I was still sleepy but I got up to write it down. The thought was to give up Desteni. Human Design tells us to not follow the mind and to not make any decisions from the mind. In my Journey-to-life blogs I always make decisions from the mind. At least I did and I am not sure whether or not it is possible to make decisions as myself (according to HD) when…

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